My Music Trek - 7 The 2010s
Above Lto R: Anthony Collins, Helen Durkin, myself and Laurie
Four Becomes Three Then Two (again)
After Emma Wilkinson’s departure there’s another hiatus. As far as lead vocalists are concerned Emma was a hard act to follow and we struggle to find a replacement. We spend 2010 on hold as Emma never actually resigned from the band: her personal difficulties just meant that she never contacted us and for some months we entertained the hope that she would return.
Then, in 2011 with the band inactive again, Jim Mercer decides to leave. This is a big blow as we’ve played together in all the various lineups since 1989. Although the departure was amicable (and we still pursued our shooting activities together) Jim never really gave an explanation for his departure, apart from citing work commitments, which had always left me thinking the worst, i.e. maybe he was just fed up with me or Laurie or both of us! For a long time afterwards I tried to winkle an explanation from him but to no avail. Maybe it was just a question of being weary after seventeen years’ service to the cause. Jim never really enjoyed live playing as much as the rest of us - he liked the technical side of things and the fettling and so on that goes with owning guitars and amplifiers, etc. Head of IT in a manufacturing company, Jim is very intelligent, perceptive and humorous. He's naturally placid and I can honestly say I've never seen him in a bad mood or angry (sorry Jim, maybe I miss the signals!). His easy going demeanour was a good balance to my frequent over-earnestness. He was so easy going I never saw a bead of sweat on his face at a live gig, even though the atmosphere was hot and I'd long since melted into a salty puddle next to my pedal board. Laurie often exhorted Jim to 'move about a bit' during performances to at least let the audience know he was enjoying it, but to no avail!
I still get a thrill from playing live in a well-rehearsed band, and pursuit of that thrill has driven me over the decades to put up with all manner of setbacks.
Laurie and I were left to look for not only a very good lead vocalist but also another second guitarist. I got the impression that this time even Laurie was weary of the struggle and not enthusiastic about building things all over again. In fact at one point he said as much, I think in hope that I would agree and release him from the bond. Nevertheless we set about the task, and in truth I find a lot of satisfaction in the process of actually putting a band together because whilst it can be tedious and frustrating at times it also provides a great deal of satisfaction when it comes together and an audience enjoys what you’ve worked on and are now entertaining them with. Laurie and I spend 2011 searching for and trying out vocalists with no success.
On The Up Again
2012: After seeing some guitarists we offer the role to Anthony Collins who has experience playing in bands and lives near to me. Anthony proves solid, reliable, punctual and affable (what more can you ask!) and we get on well. He also proves to be treacherous and duplicitous, see below. We then find a lead vocalist in Helen Durkin who is an experienced singer, mainly solo and has only been a member of one band before. We practice hard for a number of months as I’m determined we need plenty of songs that are tightly rehearsed.
2013: We debut at a private function in June and it’s a good first gig - spoiled a little by poor room acoustics, but we acquitted ourselves well. Two months later, after a period of health problems, Laurie decides to leave the band. This is a blow as we’d played together and been friends for 48 years! As mentioned above, I think his enthusiasm had been waning for some time, but his health issue (happily now resolved) was taking the edge off his being able to enjoy playing. So in Autumn we change the name from ‘The Skyline Band’ to ‘Skyline’ and continue as a trio.
2014: After a number of successful and enjoyable gigs the latest lineup of Skyline completes its life cycle and dissolves in April. Unfortunately the fun of playing live is often offset by (i) inconsiderate venue operators who don’t provide space to set up in - leaving the band to try and politely cajole their customers to move aside, (ii) landlords who short pay, welching on a contract, and (iii) the problem of drunken revelers who barge into your equipment, sometimes damaging it. When the scales tip and a gig becomes a chore it’s time to take a break. Also, it leaves a sour taste in the mouth when I discover some months later that Helen and Anthony, had been secretly rehearsing with another band for over two months before Skyline dissolved. The reason for the secrecy being to trouser the money form the last few gigs we had in the book. This sort of behaviour goes on with bands however, but it’s still disappointing when someone you regarded as a friend does something so shitty.
I focus back on my songwriting and recording. But the itch to play live took hold again soon… I just needed to be ultra-sure next time that I hook up with competent musicians in future rather than stopgap mediocrity, and straight forward people rather than duplicitous, untrustworthy ones.
The Phoenix Rises
2015: At last; a lineup of three friends who know and trust one another and make terrific music into the bargain. The Phoenix Trio is formed, (out of lots of ashes...) to play great music instead of straight copycat covers. We choose songs carefully, covers yes, but we devise our own original ear-catching arrangements that intrigue our listeners whilst giving us room to stretch out and have fun. The formula works.
Laurie is back, along with an old school friend, Richard Maynard, with whom I made my first public appearance singing folk music at our school in early December 1965. Laurie, Richard and I have known each other for over fifty years and are close friends.
I'd lost touch with Richard after we finished school in the late 60s and went our separate ways. Richard found me in 2002 via the old Friends Reunited web site and in June 2003 he visited me whilst up from Exeter where he was living. It was great to spend time with Richard and exchange our life stories spanning the last 36 years. He still possessed the bizarre sense of humour, quiet cynicism for life and disrespect for 'the way things are supposed to be' that we shared when we were teenagers. Here's a not untypical excerpt from an email:
"Who were we in those days and what the hell did we think about? Most of the time, the prospect of sex with anything with an even number of legs and the rest of the time what we'd be like when we were as old as our parents. Now we are as old as our parents were then and rather than screaming, our hormones tend to whimper quietly every time we try to stir them up a bit. I'm still deciding what I want to do when I grow up and should be able to sit down and give it some consideration in the next couple of years." Brilliant!
2017: We add a very able lead singer, Christine Seal, bringing an enjoyable extra dimension to things. Christine also fitted in perfectly with our (some would say lame) antics.
Sadly, Laurie leaves the band after being my musical partner for over half century, in order to move to Bristol, and later Christine leaves to make her home in Devon. In 2019 I complete the rush to the West Country by relocating to a village by the sea in Cornwall.
Photos top: Myself, Laurie and Richard. Bottom: With Christine, shooting a band video